Author: Nicole Colville
Publisher: Self Published
Cover Artist: unknown
Rating: 4.5 of 5 Stars
Jamie has remembered his powerful hidden love of Scot and what the loss of it drove him to do is too much for the unstable Jamie to cope with. He is locked in a prison, but it’s not the hospital in which he is living in, it’s a prison of his own making, his mind. Two months of solitude have given Jamie the time to work through everything that he has hidden within himself and now he sees his life as it truly is. His past and the truths hidden in it are no hidden no more.
Realising he has become a different person forces Jamie to rethink his relationship with both Scot and Valerio. Neither are what he deserves, neither can provide him with everything he needs. And the idea of just walking away from both of them and forgetting love altogether, forgetting everything seems the easy way out. But Jamie has a decision to make, he has shared his life with two men for too long, it’s time to choose.
Shall he continue on with his beloved beautiful Valerio and try to work through their issues? If so what side of Valerio will prevail? The beautiful trusting, innocent side, or the controlling dominant jealous side. Scot Victore is the partner Jamie deserves in so many ways, he would never deny him, never force him to do anything. He’s always been there, always loved him but is it enough? Has it ever been enough? Jamie and Scot have to decide if either of them can forgive the mistakes of their past, but is forgiveness possible when both feel so betrayed by each other? Scot and Jamie shared a passion that neither of them can experience with anyone else but it’s dangerous and all encompassing, relentless, obsessive. Will they lose each other or find each other this time?
Follow Jamie, Scot and Valerio through the most painful and heartbreaking part of their lives. Only after feeling this pain can they all find true happiness.
This is a much more emotional book as Jamie begins his long road of recovery which of course includes Scott and Valerio.
It begins with a glimpse of Jamie in hospital as he remains silent after a breakdown when he finally remembers his previous relationship and the actions he took when Scott walked away from him. He had literally locked everything away when it comes pouring out in his memories he is left hardly functioning and the only person he communicates with his Adrianna.
It would be unwise to think just because it is Jamie that is in hospital that he is the only one affected. Scott is also falling apart. He has always known what Jamie was hiding from and to have to live through it again nearly kills him and drastically changes his relationship with Rafael. Valerio had no idea about what had happened but also had no idea that Jamie was working to reclaim his memory so for him it is a double hit. His close family also suffer as they have been integral in helping him keep his memories hidden.
Battling with his feelings Jamie runs to Switzerland to try and finally make a decision between the two men he loves. Does he want his past back with Scott or does he want his present with Valerio – the waiting and decision causes everyone yet more heartache.
This book continues along like the previous books in the series with a lot of sex but there is a lot more desperation this time round as Scott and Jamie truly reconnect. The middle part of the book was a true love story as they rediscovered each other but temptation isn’t far away with the sexy new security man. Honestly sometimes I am left wanting to wring Jamie’s neck!
This books theme is definitely re connection as Valerio and Rafael grow closer and closer and ignite the passion they once felt as teenagers. For all of Valerio’s hot hotheadedness in the end he seems to find it easier to let Jamie go than Jamie does him but he remains a bone of contention to Scott who is as jealous as ever.
I got the ending I wanted in this book but I am fearful that Nicole has not yet finished putting us through the shredder with Jamie and Scott but one thing is for sure – I will be reading the rest of the series to find out!
I would like to thank the publisher for providing me with the eARC of this title in exchange for my honest opinion.
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